Explorations of Anger

It is amazing how much better I feel with that simple post!

Explorations of Anger

January 25, 2012 was life changing in SO many ways!
Many feelings continue to rise up – today I am angry. I am not so much angry that I fell & that my arms & body still hurt, as I am with the painful awareness’s that keep coming up.
It is clearer to me now that certain directions I have taken in my life may not be as wonderful as I tell others & myself. It hurts to look at how addiction can mess up my focus…even after 25 clean & sober years from booze, etc.; people are still a BIG problem.
I find myself very uncomfortable with crowds (more than six is a crowd right now). The joyous awareness reached today is that I am not depressed or hiding, I just like being alone.

More Harmony

The miracle of Timing is amazing! Why my chiropractor chose to share great information about balancing energy in the body with me this morning, I may never really know. What I do know is the website she suggested was exactly what I needed to read through in order to help a friend struggling with her recovery and journey. This information was not to me to heal her, but to provide suggestions for her empowerment to heal herself as she reached out to her concept of a Divine Being. There is a selfish pain when those I love are suffering emotionally or physically. The beauty of the universe is that each of us is here to be a catalyst for Universal Healing; not to be the Universal Healer.